{"body":[{"id":"36708573387948032","sort":0,"type":1,"role":"36689259700469941","content":"在玉清宫大殿。上阳真人和魏多魄回忆过去！"},{"id":"36708573387948033","sort":1024,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"师父！您还记得，当年，您遇到我的情况吗？"},{"id":"36708573387948034","sort":2048,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"当然！这是我这辈子都不会忘记的事！我记得，我当时，我途经华山！突然，一道白光它是擦身而过！它所散发的气息非同凡响！这引起了我的兴趣！我便追逐上去……这才，有了你我的相遇！"},{"id":"36708573387948035","sort":3072,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"师傅！你这是不是跑题了？一道白光？这似乎跟我没什么关系？即使将天庭弄到我头颅里，再多那天马行空………我也想不明白！"},{"id":"36708573387948036","sort":4096,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"因为这是一缕强大的灵魂！它将住进你的肉身，成为你的一部分！"},{"id":"36708573387948037","sort":5120,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"我知道我灵魂很强大！但我这些年来，我一直有个疑问！为什么我小时候，会是那么地笨拙？"},{"id":"36708573387948038","sort":6144,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"这就要从你肉身说起了！没错！它太脆弱了！毕竟是肉眼凡胎！哪里能承受如此强大的力量，势必像烟一样飘散！所以当时，那灵魂他封印了自己，让力量沉睡！只有这样才能活下去！这是无奈之举！但身体它需要有自我！所以诞生新的人格！从零开始，又受封印的影响，所以灵智受限，才会出现这种情况！"},{"id":"36709025936572416","sort":7168,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"原来如此！想想这些年来，我的遭遇，也确实符合你所说！嗯！那您见过我父母吗？能不能给我描述他们的模样！我好想知道啊！"},{"id":"36709025936572417","sort":8192,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"我办不到！真的很抱歉！因为，在我到达那白光所落之处的时候，我看到那方圆百里皆被夷为平地！不过，有一幸存者！由于在地窖，所以幸免于难！"},{"id":"36709025936572418","sort":9216,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"这么说来！我父母是因我而死？这对我来说，是一条比天空还大的霹雳！真是打得我无处可逃！我感觉我要崩溃！很难受！仿佛身体，灵魂成了地狱，我很苦！"},{"id":"36709025936572419","sort":10240,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"我也曾为人子！也经历过父母过世！我知道这很痛苦！但是，徒儿你要相信我，你父母若是泉下有知，他们一定不愿你这样！因为他们爱你胜过爱自己！所以不管什么时候，他们是不会怪你！他们只希望你能好好活着！"},{"id":"36709025936572420","sort":11264,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"师傅！你说的，我懂！可是我真的难以释怀！它太沉重了！沉重得我像是埋在大地的深处！是那在最底层的阿鼻大地狱，里头是装着最苦的灵魂！！"},{"id":"36709025936572421","sort":12288,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"\n孩子！你不能这样！因为这改变不了什么！如果你父母的灵魂能看到，那这样，只会是他们的刑具！你于心何忍？"},{"id":"36709025936572422","sort":13312,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"可是我控制不住自己！只要我闭下眼睛，我就能看到他们是怎么死的！我的眼泪忍不住、它要流下来！我的内心不是冬天，我真的很难做到冷静！"},{"id":"36710699933630464","sort":14336,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"我明白！可痛苦有意义吗！就算你以死谢罪，那又怎样？我就不信，你在阴间遇到父母，他们会高兴！这不可能的！他们只会伤心！难道这天下还有父母会说，孩子你死得好！你就该死吗？"},{"id":"36710699933630465","sort":15360,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"呃……师傅！你说得对！可是我还是很心痛！我想我需要时间！我做不到无动于衷，那是石头才能做得到的事！！不过，请您放心！我会好好调整自己！"},{"id":"36710699933630466","sort":16384,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"嗯！这确实是需要时间！我相信，你不会辜负我这对你的养育之恩！"},{"id":"36710699933630467","sort":17408,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"当然！我不敢忘！您一把屎一把尿把我养大！您这一二十年的付出……我相信，那点点滴滴，足以汇成海，是天空那么大的恩情！我当还报！"},{"id":"36710699933630468","sort":18432,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"只要你活的好！这就是对师傅最好的还报！我相信，如果你亲生父母还在世，也是这样想的！"},{"id":"36710699933630469","sort":19456,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"嗯！我明白了！我会努力活着！就当是替他们活着！"},{"id":"36710699933630470","sort":20480,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"如此甚好！我想，你父母在九泉之下，也会欣慰！"},{"id":"36712065431240707","sort":21504,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"谢谢师傅！哦！对了，那个幸存者还在吗？我想知道我父母的过去！"},{"id":"36712065431240708","sort":22528,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"他早已经作古了！我记得，我当时，我在废墟中发现他的时候，我看他神情异常！想来，这场灾难对他来说，是不可承受的！唉！老婆、孩子、亲朋……都没了！他崩溃了！"},{"id":"36712065431240709","sort":23552,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"这都是我的错！我真是害惨了他们！我感到内疚，也感到罪恶！"},{"id":"36712065431240710","sort":24576,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"唉！这不是你的错！你那时，你不过是胎儿！你会什么？懂什么？一个什么都做不了的孩子，如何作恶？所以你不需要这样想！这是一场意外！没人想这样的！"},{"id":"36712065431240711","sort":25600,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"可是他们的悲惨，确实是我造成的！或许，我当时，我不该出生！"},{"id":"36712065431240712","sort":26624,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"什么叫不该出生？以后，我不许你再说这话，我不爱听！难道你那死去的父母就爱听吗？尤其是你妈，那是一脚踏进地狱！本来其实，冒死生你！更何况，每个人来到这世间都有他的理由和使命，难道不是吗？"},{"id":"36723320695029760","sort":27648,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"嗯！我知道了！师傅！您放心！我不会困在昨天，让昨天沦为地狱！"},{"id":"36723320695029765","sort":28672,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"你明白！那就好！"},{"id":"37684988535111680","sort":29696,"type":1,"role":"36701472706894290","content":"我想出去走走！可以吗？师傅！"},{"id":"37684988535111681","sort":30720,"type":1,"role":"36701627601819916","content":"去吧！"}],"sentencecount":31}